Ppd October 20th You learn more if you don't knock. You also end up a crazy raving bitch if you're not careful but that's beside the point.The quieter you are when opening a door, though, the more life lets you see. Sometimes it is a moment of magic, a brief re-belief in the human race, or maybe a reminder of how great life can be if you let it. More often than not, however, it just reveals hidden flaws yourself, or a major flaw in others. Sometimes it can patch up wounds, but mostly it makes new ones. It can push sanity to the limit, and then off the cliff."Oh, hello Margerie dear. How's life been?""Clarice, you're NOT supposed to be here!""Well, no
PPD October 19th There is nothing like running for your life to make you wish you had spent more time at the gym you paid the $30 membership for. Especially when it's not just your life on the line. I came close to another panic attack, but managed to get over it and kept on running. As in-shape as I was, running still sucked balls and I could tell that I was going ot feel it tomorrow."Hey. Felix.""Yeah?" I was barely able to gasp out a single word."Next time, we use my plan. Ok?" I could hear a smirk in his words, but didn't have time to answer scathingly before having to jump a fence and run again."Fine." I managed to gasp during a short break. By t
Ppd October 17-18 He let go of her hand."It doesn't have to be this way," she said, looking up at him with tear-filled eyes. "We can work it out, like we've done before." She blinked the tears out of her eyes and looked at him again.He was shaking his head. "We tried, Katie. You tried, I tried. It's obviously not working.""How can you say that? It WAS working, we were working, 'Zander." She grasped at his hand but he backed up a step and looked away."Alex… please. We can make it work." Tears welled up in her eyes again."No, we can't. I think it's pretty obvious, Katie. We're either too tired or busy to see each other outside of school, and the w
PPD October 14th To say it was cold out was about as accurate as saying an angry bear was unfriendly."Marsha, hurry up already, we're waiting on you!""But mommm, it's frigid outside! I need more layers!""Grab them and come on, you can put them on in the car.""Fine! I'll be right out."Grabbing yet another bag, Marsha put a couple more long-sleeved shirts and two pairs of thick, fluffy socks in it and then grabbed her wallet."You don't need your wallet, hun, we're buying, remember?""It has my room key in it, mom. Let's go.""Oh, ok. Right."They walked down the hall and got in the elevator. Weighed down by all the bags she was carrying, Marsha l
Desired Suffocation,when I think your nameWhy can't I forget youAnd move on---truly let go and be happyLike I wasBefore I realizedHow much you meant to meBefore you left for the wild oceanPacific side,Before I could say goodbyeI stay up late wonderingIf you know you have this effect on meIf you've seen through the flimsy barriers I throw up in a panicBecause I don't want to be in love like thisRight nowI'm not even sure if it's really love for youOr just the ideaThat one could love someone absentOr if it's really loveFor that matter.And every time I try to bring it up around youMy nerves choke the words I w
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